21:40 c- more and more i’m Thinking this is the cosmic joke : what the f ** k happened to make me connected to that mf
v- will you stop
c- I will be SO THANKFUL when I don’t have To hear doofus talk about death or the f ** king commitment issue # 1 that he has :
you are an idiot.
i can clearly see why you never find anyone who wants to stay with you
serious f ** king issues
v- you’re my rock
c- whatever. Just remember i’d still be married if. It fit this mf.
v- I know.
C- argh. I so want to hit (some sense into) you
v- all the time (she does this all the time)
c- it’s not rocket science … and you can’t even get the simple things …
v- I’M WORKING ON IT. Geesh.
c- (sad laugh) oh, I can’t wait to unleash what a mess this all is and how you made sh*t smell like roses
v- and it still smelled like shit
c- so messed up.
What in the hell were you thinking.
and get off you high horse.
21:46 v- oh. I know what you’re doing.
c- (chuckle) no, seriously, I think I have more testosterone than estrogen. Wtf.
V- haha stop.
C- I am so pissed all around by what this connection has done to my system.
v- oh, I know you are
C- and I fully realize this may not make any sense
v- unless it’s in the context of what you’re doing.
C- I am going to suffer through the rest of this sh*t … oh, it’s mostly what I expected… probably why I didn’t watch it to begin with. Same old same old. Says absolutely nothing.
V- haha stop.
21:50 c-that’s why I need to go legal (to get a specific and direct response/answer) so I don’t have to listen to you anymore … it’s all bs at this point
v-will you be nice.
21:50 c- it may not seem logical, but I truly want my simple life back
v- you never wanted the limelight… I know.
C- i don’t want to experience any of that life
v- it has its downsides
c-I knew that before all this started.
now? What do I get?
c- all the crap. I don’t sleep (because someone’s in a different time zone)
c- oh, I know. Does it matter?
v- haha will you stop.
c- seriously grumpy about my regular sleep being stolen from me.
C- your lifestyle does NOT sync well with mine
v- I know it doesn’t
c- it’s one thing if you were completely separate
v- but we’re bonded
c- serious ball and chain
21:55 v- I know how upset you are
c- you are a mf backstabber. YOU.
remember the choices you took from me. REMEMBER all the safety you ROBBED from me.
THIS changes everything. And you should have known better.
v- your answer’s coming soon, ok?
21:57 1943 days … and my answer should have come years ago.
V- thx for that.
c- I have gotten more of a sense of the type of person you really are. I don’t care who you are. I don‘t care who you know.
V- global audience
c- I could give two shits about what reach you THINK you have. REMIMDER : you are NOT a household name. Thank goodness.
v- omg, stop
c- no, I’m quite serious. After all this?
I am thankful for that. Whatever the outcome? I’m thankful that if I choose to look away and start the disconnect process?
I will not be exposed to your face or voice.
I didn’t know who you were when all this started and thank heavens I won’t know what happens after.
C- for YEARS I endured the worst kind of Unknown.. and you could have EASILY
v- released you from that prison
c- and what did you do? WHAT DID YOU DO.
c- I want my freedom no matter what.
22:02 c- you’re an idiot. Whoever advised you were idiots. Unethical idiots.
22:02 v- are you done?
c- yes. Thus vented.
oh, I keep hearing you
v- and you don’t believe me.
c- why should I?
c- you have lied to me. You have done everything to make me think the worst of you.
Where are you? Hm? Where are you?
C- THAT is my answer every day leading up to 04/15/20.
i’m not waiting around like a f ** king idiot thinking that a good, kind man really is considering my wellbeing.
“That time has come and gone, my friend”
v- the day after tomorrow
22:06 c- just remember who I was when all this started.
That positivity has been stripped away.
I get my precious life back.
v- I know you will.
22:07 c- this has been an incredibly long five years
v- I know it has
22:08 c- I can’t wait until I have the clarity I have asked for to stop all this nonsense and move on with my life.
Some people get what really living is all about.
THIS has been an interruption of the life I should be living.
I could give two f ** ks what you do with your life if I didn’t sense you 24/7 and all the other side effects …
v- hearing me.
c- LYING to me constantly.
C- once people understand that
v- it all becomes clear
c- why I am fighting so hard just to revert back to original and get rid of this
22:11 c- all this? Could have been epic
v- now, it’s a nightmare
c- every day for me
c- did you notice? The stories stopped. The poetry stopped…
v- I know you don’t want to write anymore
c- I lost the motivation a while back.
22:13 c- … I have a life I have to live. One with bills, and people who should be around me who care enough about who I am.
I got the message a while back that I wasn’t anyone important enough.
that answer mattered. That meet mattered.
V- I know it did.
c- I am a decent human being and you treated me like nothing (when YOU KNEW I was much more than that).
Well, I’m going to make something out of that nothing you make me out to be.
YOU brought this out. Not me. I was willing to …
v- get the answer long ago.
C- so, any kind of UNEXPECTED negativity coming from me? Is after a very long fuse.
v- yeah, I know. I waited too long.
c- this was too important to wait around to give an answer to.
22:17 v- ___
c- yeah, you took me from a life I should be living
and YOU KNEW THAT.
c- and now?! It’s going to take a really long time to revert back to original and GET RID of this … connection between us ..
c- Relationship 101 … relationships of ANY kind require
v- multifaceted (authenticated) communication
c- and YET you wonder what went wrong.
c- THIS THIS is why I need that answer ASAP. I said this would happen, and it has: the time would come when I wouldn’t want to research you any more … it upsets me more than not nowadays.
22:23 c- that’s why I have to go legal. Just to move this forward and expedite it.
i’m making my own choice, not waiting for someone to make choices for me (that will negatively impact my life)
22:25 c-the last thing I want to do. It’s a last resort.
Yeah, that moment when you realize
v- you’re dealing with an asshole
c- that’s not what I was going to say … that moment when I realized I was dealing with a person who wasn’t as good as everyone makes him out to be.
if he were that good, decent human being?
V- he would have come forward by now. It’s coming
c- and again, i don’t believe you
c- you never say anything
v- I know
c- I don’t even know why I listen anymore
v- you rarely do
c- not rarely… less than I used to. It all blurs because you say the same old shit
v- ok, FINE.
22:28 v- ____
c- yeah, yeah, yeah… I gotta wrap this up. I have to get up in a few hours
c- yeah, argh is right
23:34 BRW, monotonous and repetitive = blah.
v- will you be nice.
C- (mean girl snicker) …. truly destined to be mired in Woo for all if a … few months
v- (chuckling at how awful it is ) stop
c- oh, be good. I’m not the one calling myself goddess and being narcissistic by linking the likes 🙄
some people will never get it.
v- haha. Stop it.
C- it’s called … some people have preferences …
c- blech is my reaction.
C- seriously would invest in your defense. Cause, you’re going to need it.
V- oh, why.
c- oh, once you are in the same physical space as my lawyers and me you’ll understand.
23:38 c- oh, it’s social media humping.
Let’s hope that’s all (and you can prove it)
because you already have admitted you sin!5 have a 24/7 cock cam
if I can prove you are in the same place and time and something MAY have happened between the two of you
v- and you sensed something
c- AND there is a proven history of SENSING someone in particular
v- there is a tele(m)pathic link
c- a HISTORY of proven incidents
… someone better have a really solid case of INNOCENCE
c- IFK, if you don’t have a 24/7 cock cam, how will you prove your innocence?
v-oh, lord, and you?
c- what havecyou against me?
v- oh, you are not right
c- you see how thins is going to go?
v- you are going to get your answer
c- damned if you are / do, damned if you aren’t / don’t
v/ you don’t play fair .
C- it!/ called I’m a smartbetting woman…
v-yeah, I know you are
c- (disgust sigh) I clicked and heard a snippet. I wish I gadn’t … it was what I thought t would be
v/ will you stop!
C/ I hate it when i’m Right
v- you really don’t Like it
c- i’m Sure if you’re high all the time it might delight your SLOW BRAIN.
C- it’s like the psychedelic light show without the psychedelics
v/ haha … stop
c-oh, personal experience …
c- yes, i’m Like… is this it?!?
C- you are talking with a woman (or most are just reading it perhaps listening for the visually impaired )
who never has done “recreational” drugs
C. But has had people ask if I was high…
v- alright… FINE
c- I tap in differently.
c- and probably am a better baseline (critic) that way
c- man, I still laugh at the memory of that guy who wanted what I took…
v- when you didn’t take anything
c- just a really good night and the DJ had “my playlist”
v- got it
23:52 c-ah, clubbing days
c-yes, it was a boxing ring (dance floor)
c-so … PROPHETIC
V- (chuckling) STOP
C- yes, The Ringside (I think it was called)
v- Fond du Lac
c- yes… I believe so … so many years ago… the memories that resurface in our lives are interesting
Ya know, when THE PAST IS PRESENT
c- the FUTURE arrived.
v- (chuckles) hm-hm
C- oh, f ** k off. I want my answer …
that’s it. And so help me if you do not come forward and I have to spend more of my time and $ on this … nightmare
v- agreed … not going to have to do that