in dreams
it seems
I travel in here
with you out there
dissociation
split association
traces
hints
evanescent tints
resemblances amplified
fugue state magnified
friends and family fit in my dream life
then, 
self realization hits
rife with contemplative strife
they are strangers
all these bits
should I let go? 
because I can
no
and so it began
all over again