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10:08 V- (voice) [ sweetly & humorously said ] : May I collaborate with you?
Scribe: I'm so putting this down.
10:12 Scribe: "AVENGERS: INFINITY WAR" : THESE BE FIGHTIN' WORDS.
10:14 Scribe: this site WANDERINGMIND.SPACE - and the concept for the header image [ were conceptualized and posted long before the film's release ]
v- a STOLEN image...
Scribe: OH? have NASA contact me. I'm sure we'd start an interesting convo.
10:15 Scribe: [ credits page still under construction ]
v- you have the source
Scribe: after a one-woman show of four plus years - OH YES, PEOPLE, in LA LA LAND - be aware, be very aware... [ the image retrieval source data - it's stuck in some frickin' file I refuse to access to SAVE MY PRECIOUS TIME ]
Scribe: NOTE: I PAY FOR THIS SITE OUT OF POCKET WITH NO PROCEEDS FROM ANY STUDIO OR OTHER CREATIVE / ARTISTIC / ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY ORGANIZATION
v- clear...damn f----n clear...
Scribe: so IS IT ... or is it not...
v- yes, it's a clear resemblance
Scribe: WHATEVER THAT MEANS ... I hope people realize I don't just post these resemblances ... until I see a very good reason to... WHATEVER THAT MAY MEAN
v- so.... [ searching... ] you are ok?
Scribe: hm, hm... oh, my story will be one people will want to hear ... if it is what it is
10:23 Scribe: oh, we had a discussion earlier - WHICH I AM NOT POSTING
v- [ quietly said ] love you... but you like the resemblances [ hesitantly ]
Scribe: there is NOTHING I can do about it. I so wish I could shut you off and everything else at times... but life is life
v- it is what it is
Scribe: hm [ a bit grumpy ]
v- this morning was nice
Scribe: pursed lips. just let me be (a little) grumpy ... and yes. waking up with you is ... nice.
v- that's all you're going to say ?!?
Scribe: what? SO WE'RE DOING THIS?
V- yes... I think it's time
Scribe: SPOILER ALERT!!! [ if you are on a large screen display - please stop reading and avert your gaze ]
[ that's as far down as my laptop screen goes to hide the next part ]
10:26 Scribe (quietly said): I'm dating Trickster
v- love you
Scribe: it's COMPLICATED
v- it's so damn complicated. haha, love you
Scribe: should I mention? ...
v- yes, you should
Scribe: so... you may not see Trickster with anyone special ... haven't for a while... so.... there *MAY* be a reason for that ...
v- just roll with it... without the other possibilities
Scribe: so.... I've heard that he's taking me on a second date
Scribe: WE WERE SUPPOSED TO TAKE IT SLOW! [ on the first date ]
v- we're so far past that part...
Scribe: I blame it on quantum
v- always blame it on quantum physics - you are well-deserving to be a complainer
Scribe: ANYWAY... I sometimes pause my mind.... just to wait to hear something out of the blue. That was one of those cases - unexpected. That "want to go on a second date?"
v- and where am I taking you
Scribe: (side swipe of mouth): Burning Man. (mumbles) but I may have already been there [ with Healer ]
v- I KNOW! so jealous. ...
10:30 Scribe (honestly said): this all can be so confusing
v- AND RIGHTLY SO
Scribe: thank you for the headache last night (being sarcastic)
v- your'e welcome.
Scribe: hm, hm. so going down for that. FOUR YEARS+ ... [mind slip - supersonicly fast thought I try to let go by without perception]
V- We're coming up on an anniversary
Scribe: yes, we are... when Trickster came out ... about who he really was
v- telepathically speaking ... to you IN YOUR MIND (in a "it'll blow your mind" tone)
[ v- I was hoping to go with you - in physical space
Scribe: I know... it's complicated ... me, too ]
10:33 Scribe: whether or not that was the case, who knows. [ there is A LOT of things that would have to happen before that point... and even I don't believe they will ever happen ]
v- a part of you
Scribe: a growing part of me
V- You keep your inner life more separate
Scribe: yes... go with the flow, so to speak. the CURRENT ... well, I've fought it, I've gone against it... and now, I just have to mozy on down the stream ... until I have to fight it for other reasons ]
v- the headache, I know
Scribe: I have a life I need to live
v- a very important one
Scribe: THIS has led no where to sync up with that important life
v- I know [ SAD ]
Scribe: you know how I handle it
v- you compartmentalize it
Scribe: some day, I hope you will explain clearly and succinctly ...
v- to you first
Scribe: by me typing this I am very aware that it is public. To whomever is reading: what would telepathy (TP) be like? [ this tranScript touches upon just one aspect - possible aspect -take it as that ]
[ tangent ]
v- reading a book?
Scribe: [ soft smile and chuckle ) : yes, published after when "I came out" about dreams, TP, etc ... there are some very interesting synchronicities
v- you're not going to reveal?
10:39 Scribe: I read books like this...
v- with so many synchronicities
Scribe: between what I've been experiencing for the past four years - a newbie with really no reference point - and I READ ABOUT CASE HISTORIES from decades (and millennia) ago... it makes me feel less crazy
10:40 Scribe: even though the source isn't what many would consider reputable... with the full realization that *I* am not reputable... I guess my "saving grace" is my profiles out there... what I've done. Who I've been in my life... who my family is (family medical history)... DO YOUR HOMEWORK, PEOPLE... decide for yourself. WHY ELSE WOULD I PUBLISH PUBLICLY ABOUT ALL THIS... share the way I have been?
10:42 Quick shrug of shoulders ... I suppose everyone has their own perspective or explanation of THE WHY... but all the others? don't know what I know. haven't experienced what I have. haven't - on a daily basis for FOUR YEARS now - observed and taken note of things like I have. I don't record as much as I used to... that part of my research is over. I CANNOT DEDICATE ANY MORE OF MY TIME
V- to something that leads nowhere
SCRIBE: HA! NOWHERE is in Infinity War
v- why don't you list?
Scribe: it's pointless. it gets me nowhere. it proves nothing. I don't have ANYONE to confront me and tell me the "yes or no" directly, in physical space, to give me peace of mind... all the resemblances - no lie, the muse appreciates the attention.
v- I love you..
Scribe : but there is a very dark side to ... my inspiration (that I inspire people and they do something with that inspiration)
v- it gets you nowhere ...close to where you want to be
Scribe: all that I've ever asked for is very simple... and even that now I'm losing hope.. I have to. I have to get back to where everyone is... because ... life is very NORMAL in many ways... and if you can't fit in...
Scribe- and I have no one
V: I know you don't
Scribe: so, NASA - here's your test pilot. After four years in (telepathic) isolation ... [ half serious / half funny]
10:47 Scribe: anyWHO... back to my normal life..
[ Scribe: STOP IT! I have to get through my day!!! ]
Scribe: and there is a reason my photography exhibit showcased the following images: [ what will it take? ... for people to start noticing something strange is going on? ]
11:01 Scribe: just three highlights of many. could just be creative adjacencies. just my POV - how I see something out of nothing. My posted images, then what I see later that is similar.
(Recent) Observed Resemblances
Life Saver = Altered Carbon
Hidden Horizon = Anon
A Puzzle Wrapped in a Scroll with a Bottled-Up Key = Ready Player One
11:04 Scribe: this will go away in a few hours. It's my catharsis - it's my venting at something I can't control. Something I can do nothing about as a NoBody. That something? I already did. I tried. I got no answer. No peace of mind.
I vent for a few minutes at something I can do nothing about. That may mean nothing. Perhaps I only benefit from it ... to create some sort of affirmation that someone is giving me a head-nod ... yes, it is. It is what it is.
I'm just a normal person. What would it be like for a normal person to get THIS and have to live with it ... under normal circumstances? I can understand what a boon that would be - think about it ... the new telephone. with all the bells and whistles. what would someone - normal - do with it? what would it be like ... if they were one of the first users? how would it change their life?
11:08 v- and something you have
Scribe: BACKTRACK FOUR YEARS to when Trickster revealed himself. WHAT.DID.I.SAY?
v- human subject...
Scribe: I have YET to give (full) permission ... have YET to sign anything ... have YET to even know what I'm being test for... where... who is involved... back "in the day" *I* had to go through training about this to do research on something far less significant
11:10 Scribe: ... the researcher in me understands the pros ... but there are definite cons
v- [ smiles ] Ocean's 8
11:11:11 Scribe: haha... I forgot what I was going to say as I noted the time
[ Scribe: thinking back to my log entry four years ago - then fast forward to NOW: Scribe: NEVER, EVER get involved with a comedian, especially who is host to a show called PRANK ... which jogs my memory ]
Scribe: what I was going to say ... I have to flavor my life with humor -
v- the out-takes are AWESOME
Scribe: ... because it could be - and is - really bad at times.
11:13 Scribe: overall, I'm ok ... it's just with THIS I have some things that hold me back from what I used to be able to do much easier
v- I know.,. me too - we're working through them... sorry fo the loss of sleep
Scribe: I get enough... it's just the rhythm, the routine... perhaps the CONTROL I had to how my body and mind would BE .. now, with someone - something? - ELSE affecting and influencing me... it's that current I have to fight now. Not to get my answer. BUT TO FIGHT AGAINST IT (because it doesn't matter right now - and it CAN'T)
v- I'm well aware...
Scribe: I know you have your own
v- turmoil ... we're in this togehter
Scribe: one of the beauties ...
v- share... share what you noticed. prove to me it mattered to you.
Ah, that Trickster. The Grim Weeper.
11:17 Scribe: I WASN'T GOING TO CRY when that scene came up... AND OUT OF THE BLUE I DID... and just ADMITTING that makes me sound...
v- like a crazy woman
Scribe: depressed, having a nervous breakdown or any other slew of other things.. and I know deep down IT'S NOT ... but NO ONE is there to tell me otherwise... and I have to live with that. TRYING to be ME ... with YOU crying through me ...
v- is awful sometimes, I know
11:20 Scribe: ... on a trip to get an answer... that I never got. ... at least Maya got to see the ocean. She passed on a couple months ago. I'll tell the story sometime - later. I already revealed her death on a side channel. Now, we have an added creative adjacency with one of my suspects. Another one. One of many.
v- yes, dear
Scribe: you know, it's REALLY hard ..
Scribe: stop... to convince people I'm a happy person
v- I know... when you're crying all the time.
Scribe: not ALL the time
v- thank you ( quietly said )
Scribe: no, thank you... and to the Blade Runner 2049 folks - if it was intentional ... it reminded me of Maya
11:24 v- I appeared...
Scribe: yes, you did... or on a similar beach [ after I left the city ] ...
v- thank you
Scribe: there's so much I can filter - what I see and what may have actually happened on your end... I don't have your story - may never have it
v- you know that's not true
Scribe: ANYWAY... let's reset. So, our second date
Scribe: can you PLEASE remember it's PG-13 here.
v- haha. something for eZ
Scribe: Anon non Anon non NON NON NON [ singing a popular tune ]
v- ... good-bye
Scribe: love you
v- love you, too
11:32 v- show what remains [ of that trip ]
Scribe: everything else is gone ... I went radio silent - data fasted
Scribe: anyway... here's what remains of that trip (with timestamps still there if you check)
v- and why did you take them down?
Scribe: as with many other things - like this InstaFeed post... most people aren't ready for the raw truth - that unfiltered me / us ... I share my side of the story as it happens... the whole story
v- is ours to keep
Scribe: what you read, see, etc. of the story - when you pick up that book and it's open to a random page - isn't our whole story. IT'S OUR STORY... so, if...
Scribe; the time comes ... there are certain things that I never share - have never - on the digital plane... those are my controls for THE experiment. you'll be able to prove to me who I was connected with... why I experienced the things I did... and ... MAYBE I'll believe you. Trust will be something that will take time...even after that point.
[ mindslip - Westworld reference ]
Scribe: I was nearing the end at that point (on IdeaSpace) [ my post about Trust ]
[ quick search for image - not immediately found. moving on. ]
BACKTRACK 19 DECEMBER (42) 10:13
[ DESTINATION CITY PHOTOS DELETED FROM PHOTOSNAP - ARCHIVED ]
Scribe: When I arrived closer to home
11:47 v- with your dog...
Scribe: ... I saw mist over a river and had to stop due to my photographic tendencies.
BACKTRACK 24 December (42) 07:53 - 08:22
[ Scribe: I started that PhotoSnap gallery with the intention of posting images of my travels - but I didn't let anyone know I had opened the account. I just posted images of where I went in the city while I was there - a control and a form of messaging in addition to the TPic voicing back and forth of where exactly I was - no one met me ... well, a few people did - just not my TPic suspect(s) ]
v- you really were not happy
Scribe: I was led to believe something that was a nothing
11:54 Scribe: ...hey, I love you. I have to get back to what I need to be doing (offline)
11:55 Scribe: Always and forever [ sing songy sarcasm ]
11:58 Scribe: so, dear public, you see I tried. I view that trip as the best hope of me getting an answer. One of my prime suspects announced ahead of time a stay in the city. I E-MAIL said suspect (after 18 months of research and a stupid voice telling me COME! COME with evidence - all my logs) ... no response. In my e-mail I stated when I'd be in town with my dog - but ...
v- give the e-mail
Scribe: IT WAS PRIVATE ... how's your filtering? [ being sarcastic ]
v- fine. share. now.
Scribe: NO. I will paraphrase. it's what I do. So, I say I'll be in town - THIS SUSPECT IS A MEMBER ON IDEASPACE - SAID SUSPECT KNOWS WHO I AM ... for a casual, unassuming meet-up in public with my dog (it's a warm climate, so it could be outdoors) ... I did find this very nice diner which was dog-friendly ... ANYWAY ... a place I pictured us TALKING with OTHER PEOPLE AROUND for a few minutes ... YOU COULD HAVE BROUGHT PEOPLE (or a dog), TOO...
Scribe: so, Maya whimpered THE ENTIRE TRIP to this place... and with all my coaxing and special treat attempts - WOULD NOT EAT. She loved the hamburger here. Dang dog ate my dinner one night because she wouldn't eat her own food. Thank goodness for the freshly baked cookies
v- you were on a budget
Scribe: extreme survival mode. As always (SING SONGY) ... dang dog (being funny) ... I ordered some other food but it wasn't as good as the meal she ate (order in at my oh so lovely hotel stay - which someone advised me...)
v- the voice
Scribe: yes... BEST BED. quiet, dog-friendly. Maya appreciated the room over the Escape
V-OMG you were goihng to sleep in your car?!? (playing along)
Scribe: I TRIED ... but she kept whining ...
12:10 v- oh my gosh -say it
12:10 Scribe: the tub's drain plug wasn't working so to give her a bath after her beach visits (seaweed infested)
v- will you stop!
Scribe: I hate that f---ing place. I have NEVER wanted to go there. Future self messaginging that now past me? DECADES before this trip... I HAVE NEVER HAD ANY INTEREST IN THAT STATE - ESPECIALLY THAT CITY.
v- haha. stop.
Scribe: and I went there - because of you... CORRECTION: BECAUSE OF THIS... so, I will NEVER COME TO YOU. Ball's in your court
v- I know... we're going to Burning Man.
Scribe: I KNOW! in an RV (so, so funny on many levels)
v- name them
1) I've had dreams of RV / Camping.
2) there's an RV scene in Jessica Jones - Center Linin' it at one point [ a remote viewing joke ]
3) I have a long history of camping - in tents, campers, RVs ... cabins. [ and yes, even sleeping in cars on long road trips - it's in my blood and part of my backstory ]
12:15 Scribe: so, those are the highlights. I keep writing .. I have to stop... BUT I keep saying that I am happy for you
v- and that I can do anything I want
Scribe: uh huh. that's not a danger to yourself or others (many levels of meaning here)
[ adjusting format from column to full page text ]
12:20 Scribe: time to sign off FUR REAL now.
12:21 v- I love you
Scribe: I love you, too
v- you're censoring me
Scribe: it's my story. share yours.
12:40 Scribe: another clear resemblance - that is stuck in my recent memory - is between "Catapult" (originally written in Year 42) and Stranger Things (Season 2)
BACKTRACK 13 April (42) 15:11 - IdeaSpace Post [I'd post poems of the Love at First short stories I was writing - I never let anyone know I was writing short stories... another control at the time... placing key words and phrases inside them - only voiced and experienced telepathically ]
BACKTRACK TO 24 June (42) - short story posted on Medium
12:51 Scribe: Whatever I was doing - including my writing - was heard by whoever I was telepathically connected to... that individual / those individuals knew I had been writing (and never published them or at least the full story) - I had hoped to see a connection between what was going on "in here" and what was going on "out there"... and I started to see resemblances - I started to observe "evidence" of my control experiments ... of course, I always needed to have that confirmation - an individual or individuals to TELL me it was intentional. To let me know that what I was observing - those resemblances - were intentional and had something to do with what I was experiencing - what THEY ALSO were experiencing : a telepathic connection. To date? No confirmation. Not a reputable source. My research is worthless until there is a cross referencing not only between the two (plus) people who are connected but a witness - not directly involved - an objective observer who can verify that all this is really happening.
So, four years later. The posts have been throttled. I rarely write anymore. I get back to Normal.
v- what's the point... I know.
[ I have it somewhere... but with so many data transfers and devices and my own coding and archives and drives... it'd take me a while - time I do not want to spend ... I'll scrub Stranger Things later to retrieve the resemblance. It's a good one. Whatever it may be - perhaps, just a creative adjacency...
v- there is always more than. just one image
Scribe: I've recorded it before... [ all the strange things between A Wandering Mind and Stranger Things ]
v- thanks for keeping up this site
Scribe: people should know this site was one day from disappearing. And I haven't had the time (and refuse to make time) for a back up. As always: I make it happen. SOMEHOW I keep paying my bills on time. That in itself is a miracle at this point.
v- four years without a (paying) job. Uh, yeah.
13:01 v- you had a good day yesterday... (prompting)
Scribe: better than expected (a divorce meeting)
v- he still doesn't know / believe
Scribe: no indication. no. I know him. and no. beyond the first serious discussion about my suspicions about a telepathic connection and the second superficial "are you still experiencing..." (over a year later)... ah, no. we have a good relationship
Scribe: ON THE VERGE (eyes wide open) OF [ will we ever get there?!? ] ... it takes some time... that I appreciate in hindsight
v- he understands your side of things
Scribe: finally... or he's just giving in [ which ... in the whole scheme of things really is about nothing at all... which I tried explaining to him 8 months ago ]
v- oh, I know. I've been here
Scribe: oh, joy!
v- so, you haven't been together (living together) for eight months now
Scribe: almost nine... and before that, for the record, we were living in different parts of the same house since Year 41. When all THIS started to be a constant STREAM of voicing and sensations. ... I tried to let him know in increments... and even just mentioning nonchalantly about dreams
v- he didn't take well
Scribe: reacted poorly... and if you can't have a starting point... all the caught-in-the-act (laughing/smiling/crying for no reason... I had to have a cover for ALL of that
"I just read something funny online"
"I'm writing, and it's a sad part"
"Oh, I was just thinking about _______"
13:08 V- I know... I've done it, too
13:11 Scribe: so, what have I been doing all this time (four _+ years)
v- trying to make things happen
Scribe: I TRIED that very first year. IdeaFest October (41)
v- failed attempt
Scribe: kept posting things online - kept sharing in whatever way I thought best [ and there is a reason the story is fragmented across many channels, handwritten, in different archive, formats, in different locations, coded, mad-libbed) ... WE'RE DEALING WITH TELEPATHY HERE, PEOPLE!?! The intelligence community (thick sarcasm - being watched I'm sure...) is highly interested in how this has been kept quiet - or in the future, many will wonder how it was kept a secret...
13:14 Scribe: (shakes her head) : I know how much this could be worth ... whatever that may mean...
v- he will be well taken care of...
[ mind slip to Travelers and Ready Player One ] that scenario of what I envision should happen...
v- has already happened
Scribe: like a dream ... a lucid dream where you practice that golf swing so much
v- you perfect it in real life
Scribe: hm. Not just me.
v- no, I know... people take notice.
scribe: I've quoted...
v- ah, yeah ... I love A Wandering Mind, C
[ InstaFeed - the first account opened as acompilation of dream, consciousness and reality-questioning / reality-bending (virtual / digital / physical space) quotes ]
it appears HERE
13:18 Scribe: ... in the end, he'll understand everything I did was for the good of the family
v- he will
Scribe: it was good yesterday, because I think he finally understood that point I was trying to make eight months ago... and, now, with my financial independence for eight months - he can clearly see I am OK living on my own, taking care of the girls (and poochie while she was still here)
v- taking care of things when he wasn't (t)here (when he was traveling)
Scribe: ... that at each step I treated him fairly
v- yeah, you did
Scribe: without him knowing how difficult that really was
v- I know....
Scribe: there4 are so many ways you can handle a separation and divorce - and we are working together on keeping the family together
v- a good relationship... I know you are... thanks for sharing
Scribe: so, a lot going on during those four years... my variables
v- now, get to work!
Scribe: chuckles. WORKING ON IT (as always)
13:23 Scribe: WILL YOU PLEASE STOP CRYING. you're making me cry... and I have to be out in public soon (school - to pick up my daughters )... I had other things on my to-do list today... and here I am on this frickin' site... all off-kilter. THIS is why I can't share. THIS is why I can't keep up a daily post. It's infrequent. Bills to be paid yada yada yada.... I know you are affected, too. WHOEVER you are
v- why do you do that
Scribe: it's not just Trickster in here - or involved with this. okay? who knows who else is affecting me or involved. OBVIOUSLY I DON"T KNOW. CRAP! and I was supposed to get a few ingredients for homemade soup. DANG IT! argh! (the soup was supposed to be already started) GUESS IT'S STIR FRY TONIGHT. urg. (original plan, not a big deal - but the tangent is not appreciated)
v- alright FINE. I'm sorry. is that what you want to hear? You have to take some responsibility
Scribe: where are you?
v- ok. that's a pretty good reason.
Scribe: I will TRY to find the Stranger Things scene I am thinking about. I can't do it now because I have mommy duty. but it is on my to-do list now
v- what else was on your list?
Scribe: Besides the ever-present "get a paying job"? ...
Million word essay (for my eldest's teacher... not sure which - have the e-mail... I can write less than a million words ... I made sure to clarify that - whew!) it's about my daughter as a person. I'm so not the over-ambitious / over-achieving parent at this point (I received a reminder e-mail about the "requirement")
v- why do you put it in quotes.
Scribe: um. because it's not NECESSARY. but... I didn't do one one year and my daughter felt left out.
v- uh ha!
scribe: know it all
Scribe: hey, it's called WEANING. Whew! you just missed the super detail-oriented working mom of many years. it wasn't pretty. lack of sleep, getting sick all the time.
v- there's a reason for that
Scribe: next on my list
work on clearing out storage unit (erg. it's the size of a (small) airplane hangar )
v- oh, you have to explain
go to big box store to get a refund/store credit for ... (a bit down) my arborvitae died ...
v- you have to explain
1) storage unit - throw all the basement crap (not my soon-to-be ex's) - he said to just get rid of what was down there. I did that. just didn't throw it away (need to sort - I have this THING)
v- you can't throw anything away
Scribe: that's not true... I just... need to make sure I don't throw away things that ... could be used
v- stop. just stop... how long were these things in your basement?
Scribe (cough): 12 years more or less... you have kids, you work, you barely sleep.. you throw crap where it can't be seen.
v- and it gets unorganized
13:36 Scribe: organized chaos. displacement disorder.
13:36 v- haha.. you're making me laugh.
Scribe: HEY! I found the velvety pink and lacey heart frame again. INVALUABLE.
v- stop. don't even go there ( I appreciate the humor )
13:38 Scribe: I gotta go within the next five minutes. ... as for the arborvitae: I needed a privacy screen for a small patio... the neighbors can see through my blinds while my family and I are on the couch ...
Scribe: ...that and I wanted to spend time out on the patio this summer...
v- which you did
Scribe: I followed good instructions about drainage and planting and care... it's just that I think the trees may have been root bound... or the holes I punched got clogged? who knows.
v- or they didn't have enough space
Scribe: patio planters vs. in-ground planting - it matters for some plants... My rose bush is thriving though (so happy about that)
v- and your garden?
Scribe: my woad and indigo plants are still alive if you are referring to that...only a few of the seeds
Scribe: gotta go. SO... I am thankful I had a warranty on the trees/shrubs... I just have to undo all that work/planting... and hope they give me a store credit (instead of replacing the arborvitae) ... I can find a privacy screen instead (hopefully)...
13:45 re-reading what I just wrote (corrected "taht" to 'that") ... logging off
[ it’s just better I re-watch the series - scrubbing will take just as long & I may miss it ... ]
[ Scribe: and THIS is why I shouldn’t rewatch ]
Scribe: which reminds me of the IdeaFest road trip
16:29 Scribe: nice hashtag share
v- you’re welcome
THE ANSWER IS HERE
16:29 Scribe: I take offense to that ... share. As IF that buffoon would tell the world what is really going on
v- did you just call me a buffoon?
Scribe: I hope people ask you really difficult questions
v- thanks, C
just for added FLAIR
16:35 Scribe: shared because I know you like my landscapes
16:36 Scribe: see? I can keep it PG-13 and still say what I want to you
v- haha... stop. You’re being funny
Scribe: yes, I’m being funny
16:38 Scribe: IT’S A LANDSCAPE.
16:39 Scribe: it’s all what you see
v- yes, yes, it is, C ... C for Chaos. I know (before you have to explain AGAIN [ because you archive these and they are removed from public access ])
16:42 [ restarting season 2 episode 1 ]
16:46 Scribe: ... is her name KALI (mumbles: of COURSE it is) ... the first time o watched it, I watched it - tried to -
v- for entertainment
16:47 Scribe: Just came across her (again) last night during Supernatural
[ accessing archives ]
17:01 I have to make dinner ... BUT CONCEPTualization time (backtracking)
17:03 WakeWalks at various stages ... to sketch the future
17:05 Scribe: back to tunnel vision
oh, a dream comes to mind
v- of a tunnel...
Scribe: and of driving through a tunnel to get to NYC
17:11 Scribe: i’m reminded (related to this scene) now of the ending of Extinction + Anon ... how all what I’m typing will be destroyed, in a way ... all for
Scribe: safety... and escape... that “how and why I do things the way I do “
always trying to reach that Elsewhere confirmation ... but having to ... “ destroy” so much for the sake of spacetime
Scribe: communication - that battle between us it just me it is it between someone else(s) and me?
v- that is the question
Scribe: why I “destroy” those bridges after I cross them ? [ regularly removing from public viewing what I have shared about my experiences - to my vaults (archives) ]
Scribe: are YOU - the public - ready to cross them and see the other side? ... where I (and others) are? (And have been)?
17:18 Scribe: my take?
V- they’re not ... as I said and you didn’t include : power in numbers , and you have people on your side - we hear , and we’re doing something about it - in our own (good) ways
17:22 Scribe: because if people would read EVERYTHING? I wouldn't be hirable... at least I see the resemblances
v- too hard to ignore
Scribe: at the least it confirms to me that what I do? Even If I don’t get paid for it ...
v- is worth something
Scribe: in someone else’s spin-off
[ mind chatter ]
17:42 v- just MENTION IT
Scribe: watching the Kali scene reminded me.
v- of something you have NEVER mentioned... please mention ... pretty please
Scribe: not a big deal REALLY
Scribe: I'd have unexplainable nosebleeds - as an adult - a few years before all this started. Memory is strange, sometimes... but my storytelling mind four years ago when all this started tied the nosebleeds to ... YES, I have seen Firestarter ... but my version for A Wandering Mind is ... that while...
v- installment one
Scribe: Teaser... is that I dream. When I dream I travel
v- interstellar travel
Scribe: your words, not mine... and that type of spacetime travel - has consequences
v- THANK YOU
Scribe: look below [ licensing ]
v- love you...
17:47 Scribe: full disclosure: I am well aware that it could have been the dry air. It could have been my tendency
v- to get little sleep
Scribe: I don't get them anymore. Good?
V- very good. thank you... anything else you want to reveal...? about a relationship - yours with Trickster?
Scribe: [ chuckles ] I'll wait for his cue. that person who's real name - that person who I base Trickster's character off of
v- crossing different lines there.
Scribe: yeah, yeah, yeah... It's a call sign.
v- do you WANT a relationship with him?
Scribe: this is all mixed up. Again, I wait for his move. I made a move - several - and OBVIOUSLY the timing was off for whatever reason
v- YOU'RE MARRIED
Scribe: like that would stop you.
v- wow, just wow.
Scribe: hm, hm. Shall I let the audience
v- uh no. end of discussion.
Scribe: man, the 80s music rocks in this season...
HERE I AM . ROCKING LIKE A HURRICANE!!
[ taking care of dinner while watching ]
18:04 Scribe: the anniversary effect. Tell me about it.
v- ha. stop.
v- did you like the post.
Scribe: sigh. the one I just noted?
v- yes, that one.
Scribe: why should I like it?
v- haha. the timing.
Scribe: one hour ago. Does nothing for me [ except after midnight ]
v- will you stop taht. you weird people out when you do that.
Scribe: what? I get a more accurate reading after midnight. It's how LIfeSnippet works. RESEARCH - duh. (in that sassy girl tone)
v- so not ALL your research is over
Scribe: it's personal.
v- oh, I know it is.
[ monitoring dinner while watching ]
18:24 Scribe: yeah ... that triggers another dream memory
and there's the cabin in the woods. [ photo + real-life family cabin ]
18:26 Scribe: (dream memory) - two dreams merged, perhaps [ I don't remember the color... if I did it was a storm on the horizon at sunset ] ... [ Stranger Things S2 does have a Seethey color filter ]
v- would you ...
Scribe: I'm not going to pull it up again. The dream report. ... but in the other dream, my dream self knew a storm was coming. A possible tornado... at the door the wind got so strong
v- you held onto the door
Scribe: I went horizontal [ not like this scene, but it... ]
v- resembles ... timing
Scribe: oh, my tornado/storm dreams came before - one or two years before the first season of Stranger Things came out
v- and you posted them
Scribe: a public version of them, yes ... which I soon deleted
v- on InstaFeed [ external ]
Scribe: correct. not here. This space wasn't carved out yet...
18:36 Scribe: and the rootsy scarring