11 Apr (44)

Image: Filtered Photo taken by Scribe 12 Mar (43)

Image: Filtered Photo taken by Scribe 12 Mar (43)

09:20 Scribe: DJ's "module" clay model ... who is DJ? and how does his "operating" station work? Hmm.

09:21 Scribe: Curious post, Hunter...

Image: Filtered Photo posted by Hunter 08 Apr (44) 18:08ish on PhotoSnap

Image: Filtered Photo posted by Hunter 08 Apr (44) 18:08ish on PhotoSnap

09:23 posted

Scribe: pretty much one thought goes through my head at 18:23 (when I saw the posted photo)

1) Hunter is mischievous

09:24 Scribe: that was the mood I was in. Overall? Yes, perhaps it is 

v- pure chance

09:25 Scribe: perhaps Hunter saw something and recognized it as somehow similar to DJ / A Wandering Mind and it's her head nod to "the team" ... 

09:26 Scribe: who knows? it's a photo I smiled at. It's a photo that makes my storyreeling mind spin. I didn't initially see it: but there is a "framing" to it... maybe that was intentional as well. Who knows who designed that little book space like DJ's communications station, and if they know or not (probably not if they are not Hunter, or not at all if Hunter did not intend this to resemble DJ's station)... HOWEVER, what my overconnecting mind thinks about is this:

1) it was at an event that has "pioneer" in it .... 

2) Hunter has recently ALSO posted something about a DJ at an event

09:28

V- oh, show...

Scribe: [ mumbles ] I'll have to scroll through my image archive... FINE.

09:29

09:30 [ Scribe scrolls & continues to mumble ]

Scribe: I probably should start to tag these more [ perhaps they'd be easier to find [ but tags seem to be lost if they are placed in different albums / cloud vs. main archive ]

09:32 [ still scrolling - chronologically ]

Scribe: I'm posting while I finish my morning coffee. Then, I've promised myself to hop off ... Trickster?

v- yeah, it's me

Scribe: I noticed yesterday ...

v- thank you ... the posts

Scribe: what we have been talking about / I had created videoclips about - they were a series of resemblances

v- thank you

09:33 Scribe: thank you, if you intended them to be that way

v- I did

09:34 Scribe: I know you can't do that all the time... but it was appreciated.

Image: retrieved by Scribe via PhotoSnap 04 Apr (44) - random image (no one she follows either in the traditional sense on one of her side channels or indirectly "checking in on") - in the "you might be interested in" home page

Image: retrieved by Scribe via PhotoSnap 04 Apr (44) - random image (no one she follows either in the traditional sense on one of her side channels or indirectly "checking in on") - in the "you might be interested in" home page

09:36 Scribe: an image I had saved (as I scroll through the hundreds of images... argh) it's what I deal with : what I see may not be what the poster intended ... also, if it is intended (all the resemblances to the InnerNet exchanges virtually & digitally) the general public may see it a certain way, and we (the team) have a different view of it.

09:38

09:44 Scribe: found it (them!) ... "Of course, there is a DJ... Because astronomy needs DJs" - 23 March (44)

09:45 posted Scribe: I think the concept of DJ is catching on

V- yes, yes it is.

09:46 [ filtering ]

09:48

Image: Hunter's PhotoSnap post 23 Mar (44) 19:46ish  (filtered by Scribe) 

Image: Hunter's PhotoSnap post 23 Mar (44) 19:46ish  (filtered by Scribe) 

Image: Hunter's PhotoSnap post 23 Mar (44) 29:28ish  (filtered by Scribe) 

Image: Hunter's PhotoSnap post 23 Mar (44) 29:28ish  (filtered by Scribe) 

09:54 posted images

09:57 Just placing DJ's character concept here for ...

v- safe keeping... thanks

10:00 posted video link [ from 26 Nov (42) ]

Image: Scribe notices this optional illusion image on (external) InstaFeed 23 March (44) 20:38

Image: Scribe notices this optional illusion image on (external) InstaFeed 23 March (44) 20:38

10:01 Scribe: this optical illusion could be related to quantum reality - our vision can only pick up one dot at a time ... when we narrow our field, all the other possibilities cancel out.

10:04 Scribe: all the dots are there [ all are possibilities - quantum mirages... all exist until we take note of just one, and then, only that one exists ]

10:05 Scribe: [ chuckles while shrugging, making fun of herself ] : and so, my organized chaos has a purpose - I had to scroll through all these images to get to ... DJ [ snicker ] ... the pattern is oddly similar ...

v- to the tesseract 

Scribe: I keep calling it that being funny. Not really sure if that's what it is, doubting it... [ Scribe does a web search ... starts laughing ]

10:07

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10:10 V- will you say what you just said in your head

Scribe: I think I heard "tesseract" in some Sci-Fi film [ LOL ] and it's just residue in here and it comes out it odd ways ...

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10:11 Scribe: this 3D projection is phantasmagoric ...

10:12 v- and where did you find these [ last two images ] ?

Scribe: [ quietly ] wikipedia ... and soon as it comes out I feel an old-school academic slapping me alongside my head

10:13 Scribe: Like many people I just want to get a gist - read the definition, see a few images / videos - skim for information ... it's not like I'm going to study this at any length

v- heavens no

Scribe [ chuckles ] : but I may read up on it more now

v- [chuckles ] hm, hm

10:15 Scribe: [ in a daze ] I gotta look away from both that 3D project and the beauteous numbers on the other still image... [ LOL ]

10:16 Scribe: yeah, I HEAR you [ humorously insult me ] calling me an idiot - which I can't deny in some cases ... I'm a total ignoramus [ or have forgotten a lot of what I learned in the past ]

v- it's still there, though

Scribe: It's strange this "gut knowing" of mine

v- [ soft chuckle ] I know

10:17 Scribe: it makes one wonder how connected we are [ that could be a possibility ]

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v- TPic connection

Scribe: yes... or, just that: a residue of previously learned material that has resurfaced - being triggered by some shape or phrase, you know?

v- yeah

10:19

----- [ potty break and reheat of coffee, mindchatting ]

10:24 Scribe: all I'll say is this: an omission ...

v- from your eZ (video and written) commentary

Scribe: that I did a couple days ago?

v- have another dream?

Scribe: I had forgotten about it up until now... please let's save that one for later

v- agreed

10:25/6 Scribe: all I'll say is this morning’s dream(s) was more "story worthy" - less fragmentary "bits" and more of a story I remembered

v- like something you were experiencing [ tentative, cautious, gently prompting ]

Scribe: yes. I was in the story, walking through it, etc. immersive experience (not just me viewing a scene)

10:27 Scribe: back to what I was going to say: if this is TP

v- it is... just admit it

Scribe: whatever. I laugh when I see the Apple 100% emoji wink in the sky [ Apple Music intro ]

v- I'm laughing

Scribe: shakes her head ... I'm triggered [ mumbles ]

v- yes, you are

10:29 Scribe: Quick tangent before I get back on track: I am very proud of a company that is now claiming 100% renewable energy sourcing for some of their operations ... I won't say all, because let's face it, a corporation that huge is more than corporate, retail and data centers... but those are big chunks - recognizable chunks - of a technology company

v- you're talking about employees in the field

Scribe: eh, that, too... [ home offices ] but I'm not sure if branch offices are in that claim [ I'm thinking Austin & Chicago to top the list ]

10:32 Scribe: anyway, moving on. back to the dream library... besides RVing film, tv...

v- motion picture

Scribe: or even waking physical experiences/interactions "remote viewed", I'm talking about Trickster, for example, READING... my dreaming mind sets that in dreaming motion

v- dreamscaping

Scribe: yeah... I noticed your posts about nation states ... you have an "In" that I may not have - you have access to me that isn't the same for me

v- fair...

Scribe: you may be awake and hear me reading... I can't be awake and know what you are up to... I can sense certain things... like your SAHB blood coursing through me last night

v- peek, did you?

Scribe: Oh, stop! you know I do that rarely for a couple reasons

v- trackability

10:34 Scribe: and ...

V- thanks, btw... for letting me know you peeked... understood

10:35 Scribe: you can see how I have a difficult time getting things done

v- distraction!

Scribe: yes, the frickin' story ring TRACKS the clicks more ... and as many as you must get you are NOT going to be checking that out on a regular basis. ANYWAY... more importantly, I feel if you aren't going to post something out in plain sight ... IDK...

v- in the main feed

Scribe: it seems more private... it may be less important or something you are putting there intentionally to "hide" ... for whatever reason

V- oh, you better mention it

Scribe: 03:30 this morning I experienced a RING on several levels. Happy? I am NOT sure how I can interpret that

v- thanks...guilty as charged... from someone you love

Scribe: OBVIOUSLY, I know that based on what we both..? ...

v- yes both

Scribe: ... experienced before 05:42 this morning

v- love you [ quietly said ]

10:38 posted

v- OMG you don't know how to take that...

Scribe: listen. TRY to understand from my view - I'm sensing something from somewhere - some WHO potentially

v- not knowing who it is

Scribe: or WHAT it is... I use CAUTION 

10:39 Scribe: on some level it is - will always be - creepy ... when I don't know who or what it is.

10:40 v- understood... but this morning was to your satisfaction

Scribe: very much so. loving. wonderful... words escape me

v- they didn't this morning

Scribe: [ lol ] I am NOT going down this path. back to the dream library.

v- haha. ok.

10:41 Scribe: So, I've been reading

v- first the other author... from whom you first learned about the dream library

Scribe: Robert... urg. I'm bad

v- and you follow him

Scribe: I know [ but I haven't used that side channel in a while ] 

[ searching Scribe: it cracks me up Jimmy Fallon lists himself as "astrophysicist" on InstaFeed. ]

10:42

10:43 v- you keep track of those comedians

Scribe: superficially [ surface skimming ] - for character development, yes.

10:44 v- for Trickster

Scribe [ smiles ] yes, of course.

10:44 Scribe: Robert Moss. I read a couple of his books [ Conscious Dreaming was the first one, then Dreamgates, and others I DNF (ie. Dreamways of the Iroquois) - and sporadically his other books (ie. the Secret History of Dreaming) - I indexed for specific topics ]

v- the whole book ?!?

Scribe: it took me a while, but yes... I have to skip around with books (usually) because each one becomes "too much" - whether I feel they are too "deep," "too heady" , etc. ... I'm still reading Dreaming Universe

v- different author

[ Scribe goes to bookshelf to look at titles ]

10:48

[ teasing about the bookshelf ]

v- you better mention it

10:49 

10:50 Scribe: as I'm looking at my bookshelves [ I have a large wall bookshelf ]

v- a series of bookshelves

Scribe: yes - but together - one large one

10:51 Scribe: I remember only one person [ besides my children ] have seen my large bookshelf - most of my book collection

v- they didn't all fit?!

Scribe: these are the ones I can pull off and read/refer to

V- alright...

Scribe: ANYWAY, I was teasing you, Trickster?

v- yes

Scribe: ever since I had an encounter with an individual who made a comment about my collection

v- not your children

Scribe: no... one of the delivery men who assembled my bedroom furniture saw my bookshelf and must have taken note [ my guess is this person is a student ]... he asked if I had read all the books and also complimented me on the collection

v- which you told [ this person ] you hadn't

Scribe: correct. I said I have a few, but I intend to read through them over time [ or something like that ]

10:54

V- and *I* haven't had the chance to see all them

Scribe: oh, you know darn well you were there for most of their purchases, organization and reorganization ... you know most if not all of the books in my collection

v- some of which you haven't shown the public

Scribe: no

v- why?

Scribe: hm... part control experiment. part "noneyabusiness" [ chuckles ] part I'll let you know in due time

v- alright... when?

10:55 Scribe: IDK... but ANYWAY ... some of my books are electronic ... and there is one I am reading - that I won't reveal... I'm weird about this... some of the books I read I just read and IDK...

v- their reputation

Scribe: MAYBE... it's not like I wouldn't sit down with these authors and discuss their books... I'd be ok with that... but ...

v-the world can be judgey

Scribe: call it similar to the moment you put what your book preferences are - what you are reading at any given moment

v- reading list

Scribe: some people may PROFILE you as being such and such type of person ... I have different take-aways ... my reading can be very wide ... from "woo-woo" books to very scientific / academic papers.

v- alright... 

Scribe: call it I get a feeling for a book...

v- or publication 

Scribe: this book I keep reading because it makes sense... I'm not too knowledgeable about the development / dissolution of nation states, etc. but ... it makes sense and is more in layman's terms ... 

v- it's more than that

Scribe: it's main focus is [ head swaying back and forth and squinting trying to figure out how to put this ] consciousness ?

11:00 Scribe: what I've read so far is somewhat parallel to the discussions that went on in the IdeaFest I attended October of Year 41 (first year of my InnerNet experience)

11:01

11:02: Scribe pulls up "Meet" of A Wandering Mind ...IdeaFest "The Future of the Planet"

11:02 v- because you coded it

Scribe: yes, it's based on a real event

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11:03 Scribe: Alright... so, I saw a resemblance to what I had been reading - which NO ONE knew I was reading...

[ texting about Maya ]

v- and you saw resemblances

11:06 Scribe: with Trickster ... who knows. maybe it wasn't intentional

v- it was

11:07 Scribe: whatever. 100% winking emoji

11:07 v- don't DO that... it makes me lose credibility

Scribe: hm, hm ... lots of history between us. not all good.

[ texting ]

11:09 posting

v- sorry about Maya...

Scribe: thanks. she's still not doing well... and we have to wait a week for test results to come back to know how to treat her infection. (She’s been on antibiotics but they haven’t healed her ) argh.

---- [ texting and I'm getting the "wandering cursor" - this space is possessed ]

11:16 posted about WMS/computer "lack of responsiveness"

11:17 Scribe: so... quickly ... the dream library - where you can tap into any book, any bit of useful information or knowledge ... I wonder about our TPic influences ... who we are connected to ... if that knowledge is "absorbed" all matrixy like or rubbed off on us ( and how we are affected, how we may be swayed in a certain direction, how it may affect what we focus on - (sub)consiciously.

11:18 Scribe: that's pretty much it

11:19 Scribe: to what extent are we influenced - does it happen sporadically or in large chunks. WHEN does it occur, how strong or direct is the connection or "feed" / "transmission" , etc.

11:20 Scribe: for the most part, I believe we are who we are - separately. However, our interactions with people in physical or digital space affect us (in minor or major ways, consciously/intentionally or "residual")... it's not a big stretch to say that we would be affected TPically.

11:22 [ Scribe clearing her laptop's desktop ] clicking on the optical illusion one last time. 

Shit! I'm seeing more than one dot now. What does it mean?! what does it mean!? [ being funny ]

11:23 Scribe [ playacting ] I'm freaking out - I'm experiencing multiple realities [ possible pasts/presents/futures ] at the same time. Ahhhhh! [ horror film silent scream ]

11:24

 

09 Apr (44)

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14:19 Scribe: As I see people remove content / delete accounts from LifeSnippet because of the latest data "breach" ... as a layperson who's been a LifeSnippet member for 11 years I thought it appropriate - because of this part of my life story being scattered across many SM channels... a story that I still don't want to be too visible, although the public (if they find me) have access to my story pretty much day to day 

v- some aspect of you

Scribe: appears on one or quite a few what I call side channels.

v- and the latest departure...?

Scribe: oh, another well-known public figure has flown the coop, so to speak (I guess there's a movement to delete your account from the SM platform) ... I am not these influential people who may have more information than I have.... HOWEVER, as a person who has long since posted to the SM platform on a regular basis (I never did to begin with)... I started not using LifeSnippet years ago... I can't explain it. Posting my day to day activities or highlights seemed too showy? seemed artificial, even if I were just sharing to a closed group of friends, family and work colleagues

V- understood

Scribe: and then... a digital distancing started to occur... mostly after this all started

V- the InnerNet

Scribe: what I was up to

V- you didn't want to be too visible

Scribe: no... but this was the case across all channels. I was aware years ago - we all SHOULD be - that anything you click on on the Internet ... any page you visit

v- it was getting tracked

Scribe: you need to take certain precautions with ANYTHING you post online, even if it's behind privacy filters - that space holds information about it

v- your profile practically says nothing

Scribe: I include limited details - still truth...

v- but not the whole picture

Scribe: I guess what I am trying to say, is my social media behaviors aren't any different than how they were before my InnerNet journey - just how I disseminate and what I disseminate changed. I code things all the time - for a reason

v- searchable... brilliant, BTW

Scribe: I nickname 

v- pseudonyms

Scribe: the main SM networks ... to make them, perhaps more storyworthy, but also they are less immediately identifiable (?) I don't know where I'm going here... 

v- let me explain. what you are doing is coding - exactly that

Scribe: I want to put myself and my story out there - but what it really is needs to be 

v- hidden (somewhat) behind filters... I get it

Scribe: society does not allow the raw truth ... we are bits of information out in the online ocean... and there's been a lot of trawling for information out there - for whatever reason. 

14:33 Scribe: I still use LifeSnippet occasionally. I became hyperaware, however, when all this started ...

v- that you'd be tracked... it's good to use some caution

Scribe: what I've noticed on LifeSnippet

v- nothing has changed

Scribe: the people who post still are posting about the same things ... and all that data adds up in ways they probably don't realize. I think that any invasion of privacy (data trawling, etc.) will cause reactions in people. I don't know what the solution is - you can't just shut down LifeSnippet

v- oh, I know

Scribe: nor do I think anyone should. I am just trying to reflect on how social media is a part of our lives now and how it positively and negatively influences us. No matter how much trolling and intentional attempted manipulation of the public goes on, one thing still stands very clear to me: everyone should be more discerning. 

v- education, I know

Scribe: why people can't be better discerners is beyond me. don't believe something when you first see it. do your research. cross reference

v- ILY

Scribe: one source should NEVER be the only source

v- ILY more

14:38

14:39 posting

14:39 Scribe: again, I don't have all the information that some who are removing themselves and pages from LifeSnippet have. I'm just a normal not gonna stand out in any way user. quite literally... because I am very cautious with what I put out there [ chuckles ] ... I still laugh as I remember back when I started getting ads on LifeSnippet for senior citizens

14:40 Scribe: based on my likes from family members / my likes on their posts? haha. who knows.

v- oh, you love how people can't "read" you

Scribe: I think you've got my number [ quite literally ... sad chuckle ]

v- haha, stop.

14:42 Scribe: so, I guess what I'm trying to say here is this (I'm giving away some of my secrets to stay hidey hole)

1) use acronyms - notice how I use "SM" and "TP" [ easier to type but less word searchable ] 

2) pseudonyms - LifeSnippet, InstaFeed, PhotoSnap ... Mr. T

v- I love [ your creation of Mr. T ]

Scribe: I wonder if the SS has caught on to me.... [ chuckles - they'd know I was no threat] 

v- oh, they're probably more aware of you than you think

14:44 Scribe: not much [ more ] because I can already imagine [ someone is tracking me ] if it is what it is...

V- ha ha, I know

Scribe: I've had to create numerous creative accounts for my projects - and it's not easy to keep track of, but they required numerous e-mail accounts, pseudonyms, user names, and phone numbers

v- and why (so many accounts?)

Scribe: each tells a different part of the story InnerNet Voyager (external) Instafeed is like messaging ... InnerNet Voyager VideoLog is like a recorded videocall. Virtuonaut's PhotoSnap gallery are photos and videos seen through her eyes. A Wandering Mind's IdeaSpace are her posts that initiated a stronger connection to the InnerNet.

v- where it all started

Scribe: you take just one of those channels

v- it's not the whole story

Scribe: nor is any one social media platform telling our whole story - each individual platform CAN'T based on the functionality and options of each

14:49 v- we are limited in how we tell others about ourselves

Scribe: whoever may stumble upon, for example, A Wandering Mind's PhotoSnap gallery will NOT see the link to eZ

v- she's not ready for that

Scribe: [ chuckles and mumbles ] there probably wasn't not enough room in the bio block

v- no... you purposely left it off

Scribe: yeah, well, PG13 and all

V- oh, just admit it

Scribe: it's a part of the story that has a more sensitive nature to it, ok?

v- granted ... and I have to be more honest about my love life and I CAN'T ... 

Scribe: yeah, I hear(d) you. it's tricky. What we choose to show the world - both strangers and those who we may know (in any degree of the term)

14:52

Scribe: and that's why I posted not too long ago on external InstaFeed
 

(here's) to backstories ❤️ and LifeSnippet

14:52 Scribe: I was looking at what people were posting... and some of the posts I know the backstory to

v- and it's not the same

Scribe: there is more to a photo than what someone sees ... you may get a certain impression about it... but

v- there's a backstory

Scribe: or intention behind it. [ shrugs a quick shoulder ]

Scribe: I've always tried to be as sincere as I can ( on any SM platform ) - trying to protect those I love

v- from harm, I know

14:55 Scribe: trying to treat people with respect

v- as much as you can

Scribe: but even I will admit that my posts are "filtered" in a way

v- that shows a certain aspect of your reality. I know. 

Scribe: both the omissions and inclusions matter ... I've already mentioned how my ex never appears in my SM posts

v- I know

Scribe: my private life. he wasn't in my ( InnerNet) life

v- I know...

Scribe: I wasn't trying to be deceptive... I was trying to let someone know... that I was there for them

v- that he wasn't going to be an issue

Scribe: it'll be alright in the end

v- he's a good man, I know

Scribe: with all this - we CANNOT reveal the whole truth and nothing but the truth...

v- because people can't handle it

14:58

Scribe: I've told the truth as much as I can ... only on a handful of occasions

v- have you told a white lie

Scribe: extremely minor in the whole scheme of things (my opinion)

v- yeah, I know

Scribe: what I was going to say was that I remember a post by Hunter (?) in the past month or so... a quote by a well-known author or artist. We can't experience time all at once. At times it feels like you and I have to... because we know too much.

v- I know. I love you.

Scribe: and we have to ration out the truth, filter the hell out of it

v- quite literally

Scribe: happy laugh

v- and tears... just say it... I feel you, too

Scribe: YOU'RE MAKING ME CRY. Frickin' Grim Weeper. [ chuckling with tears streaming ]

15:01

15:03 Scribe: I'm not going to create a list of all the ways I've tried to cloak myself in all this ... don't hashtag, being one [ wink ]

15:05 right deaf ear

15:05 Scribe: I created side channels because my more established channels were not the proper space to post about everything I've been up to [ those people who followed me... for the most part, have no part in this - they'll find out like everyone else ]

15:07 Scribe: I've given "special access" to a privileged few who I've made aware of what I suspect is going on - so they can be prepared

v- and not one

Scribe: has on a regular basis

v- far from

Scribe: talked to me about it. I left it up to them to ask the questions

v- oh, I know

Scribe: silence. THAT is very telling in all this. I am already a loner.

v- I know you are

Scribe: BUT it's part of my story - to let the public know how alone I really was throughout all this

15:09 Scribe: and I hope people will be very careful about any judgments that they may make about me ... as I am all too aware how it must be who may be connected to me

v- TPically ... I know... I love you

Scribe: hey, I'm ok... I just have to reiterate the sensitive nature of what I think I'm dealing with

v- WHAT YOU ARE [ dealing with ]

Scribe: TP. how does the world react when they are confronted with this word?

v- paranormal

Scribe: meaning NOT REAL

v- yup

Scribe: immediately. without a doubt. no matter WHO you are going to talk to - no matter how close you THINK you are to that person.

V- are going to think something is wrong with you

Scribe: unless there is someone - or somebodies - by your side to prove to that person or that audience in that moment - without a doubt -given them irrefutable evidence... that it is TP.

15:12 Scribe: welcome to A Wandering Mind Space... where NOTHING has been proven [ LOL ]

v- love you

15:12

15:13 Scribe: so, I'm an anti-social SM butterfly in all of this.

I can't hashtag (sometimes I do)

I can't use certain words

v- because it draws (unwanted) attention

I can't click on certain things

v- because it tracks you

Scribe: or it gives people who follow you [ family, friends ... ] "you may be interested in... "]

v- OMG... I know... oh, you can say it

Scribe: so, what does a woman do when she tells her soon-to-be ex what's been going on ... AFTER he's read a log [ a printer glitch while she was still co-habitating during the separation ] ... that included A LOT of sensitive information [ imagine a diary someone sees that you don't want to see ] ... with coding ... identities were coded... 

and this woman's soon-to-be-ex has NEVER asked who she suspected she was connected to [ either than generalizations - which are bad enough... tell someone you think you're connected TPically to a public figure and they may think you just told them you think you're the queen of England or her reincarnation ]

v- it isn't received well

15:17 Scribe: ah, yeah.. soon (as much of this already is) it will all be in the past

v- [ soft chuckle ] I know... love you [softly said ]

15:18 Scribe: yeah, I know. I love you, too... never once has he asked who the coded individual was in the log... nor has he researched ...

v- kept track of you

Scribe: as far as I know. ... I am batshit to the man I was married to for 17 years... who I've known and lived with for 22 years.

15:19 Scribe: what does a woman do when not even her closest companion... believes her or even cares enough to ask a SINGLE question in over a year (after he found out)

v- and you were living together

Scribe: and I sure as hell wasn't going to bring it up. I was a normal functioning adult (being somewhat serious and funny at the same time)

v- without a job

Scribe: a PAYING one

v- it'll all work out in the end

Scribe: I know... it's just brutal when you look at it this way. these people are good people. caring people... just people who have very little to be able to go on ... to relate with me.... 

v: care for you

Scribe: sigh... my parents know

V- I know... OMG please don't

Scribe: that's a whole spin-off waiting to happen

v- already has [ sad humorous chuckle ]

15:23 Scribe: add another layer to that: people who have known you YOUR ENTIRE LIFE...

v- don't believe you

15:24 [ incoming text ]

Scribe: add insult to injury

v- the incoming text?

Scribe: oh, my normal life

v- yeah, I know

15:25 Scribe: I hate my forecasting ability

v- it was 50/50

--- [ more incoming texts ]

ScrIbe: ___________ [ sigh ]

Scribe: still guessed the flip of the coin, though

15:26 v- yes, you did

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15:27 Scribe: in normal Wandering Mind fashion, I've wandered ... going off the main path. LifeSnippet. Summing up: it will still exist, as it should. changes will be made

v- it will evolve

Scribe: as all SM will ... continue to push out good content. be aware your every move is tracked - by whomever

v- including you [ Scribe is tracking others on SM ]

Scribe: good intentions

v- I know. Love you.. _______

Scribe: thanks. it'll be alright... somehow.

v- something that could have been prevented

Scribe: yes. which I am not pleased about - but I am a part of

v- love you [ softly said ]

Scribe: just this last part WAS NOT ME... sorry I'm not going to go off on that tangent.

15:29 v- part of your life

Scribe: part of that "responsible normal functioning adult" that I HOPE people will appreciate 

v- in the end

Scribe [ chuckles ] yes

15:31

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15:35 Scribe: I will end this WMS iF by saying I know I am loved. I love others enough to let them know. I understand how they may be treating me. I can put myself in their shoes.

v- or lack of [ attention given to Scribe's InnerNet reveal ]

15:37 Scribe: life goes on. I'm in a good place in my life

v- I know you are ... you have people who care about it

Scribe: it could be A LOT worse... we all manage with all our specific variables

v- which people will recognize, C

Scribe: Scribe OUT. love you

v- Love you, too

15:37

[ as Scribe is about to close out the iF post ... ]

15:39 Scribe: ah, yes... how I title my posts

v- with dates ... classic

Scribe: less traceable - won't bring much attention [ maybe the images will ... but those, as far as I know, v- not key word searchable ]

15:40

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15:44 Scribe: you don't have to apologize. this is my life. In very good spirits: "Life begins after"  ... I know that when you choose to come into my life

v- physical presence

Scribe: direct communication 

Scribe: it's when you feel it is right to be here. I am well aware that I have to 

v- tie up some loose strings

Scribe: that are taking FOREVER... and I am always apologetic about that. it's my (past) life (still affecting my present), and you've been very patient. I see that part of "us", ok?

v- thank you. well received.

15:46

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20:36ish Scribe: LMAO

Image:  New Girl  Season 5 Episode 13

Image: New Girl Season 5 Episode 13

Scribe: At a car wash... she just hit... a sign. 

20:41 V- and WHY is this important? 

Scribe: Escapey.... death by a sign? 

v- poor Escapey

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20:42 Scribe: Escapey and I didn’t make it to the car wash ( where we were headed after this ) 

20:44 v: you and stationary objects

Scribe: yeah....  [ all foretold by a dream years before... ]

20:45 V: you have a new car now... 

Scribe: he has a name. Yes (which I will not reveal... yet) 

v: which is funny

Scribe: did not cross my mind when I got him... but, yes... he and I already have some strange history together 

v: numerically? 

Scribe: yes... pure coincidence... but strange  

20:47 V: you’ve already had an incident

Scribe: yes (shhh!) 

v: inanimate object? 

Scribe: ______ doesn’t know about my history yet

v: hahaha. Stop

20:48 Scribe: I have been treating him very well. He has shelter, gets free car washes  

v- for life!  

Scribe: I know! And I keep him clean and buffed

v: aww! 

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Scribe: one road trip down, and it was a very nice trip... except that gas tank incident  

v: shhh! 

Scribe: ...which was very scary

20:50

v: on the road trip?!  (I’m playing along ) 

Scribe: yes, but it all worked out just fine. Not sure what happened, but it’s working now ( capless gas tank metal door wouldn’t open...and we needed gas! )

20:53