DAY 1880

IMAGE: NASA. Computer simulation of two supermassive black holes colliding

IMAGE: NASA. Computer simulation of two supermassive black holes colliding

00:38 posted



03:13 sense: my heartcenter pressed up a wall and I feel the periodic steady dull vibration (like a motorized vehicle)

03:41 (posting about experience - I can’t fall back asleep)


cool fresh air in nostrils and back of throat



SAHB (slightly accelerated heartbeat)


sense: subtle blood coursing

Like liquid circulating like a current just below sternoclavicular & above center of chest



06:22 awakening from a dream

jotting down the details I remember

06:31 🎶 (fragmentary, like someone talking but I understand the rhythm of the song )

Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by you know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean,

c: (smile)

v- happy anniversary



Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by you know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good
Fish in the sea you know how I feel
River running free you know how I feel
Blossom on the tree you know how I feel
Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
That's what I mean
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me
Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

”Feelin’ Good” - Nina Simone

Songwriters: L. BRICUSSE / A. NEWLEY


06:36 STNM welling

c- don’t make me cry

v- so, you were dreaming

c- yeah… just an ordinary dream like walking through a regular day

v- with me

c- IDK… maybe . It’s indistinct …

v- but you were with me … in more than one way

c/ as I said, vague indistinct … but impression? Yes.

v- hm .. we were a couple?

C- yes.



c- just a dream.

06:39 v- “drifting on by… you know what I mean … wo oo oo…” 🎶🎶🎶


06:41 c- A Wandering Mind was conceived on this day … its CONCEPTion … as well as I wrote the first Love at First short story “Overlook”

which would later be published on



06:51 v- you shouldn’t be able to see this. I blocked you. (Teasing)

c- (chuckling) I gave a full disclosure in numerous places that I had creative and research accounts in addition to my personal account.


Μνημοσύνη = Mnemosyne

the Goddess of Memory and Mother of all muses.

Daughter of Heaven & Earth.


c- when I pick my aspects

v- you don’t fool around


“ὥστ᾽ἔγωγε, καθάπερ οἱ(275d) ποιηταί, δέομαι ἀρχόμενος τῆς διηγήσεως Μούσας τε καὶΜνημοσύνηνἐπικαλεῖσθαι.” - Socrates in Plato’s Euthydemus (invoking, honoring Mnemosyne —the muses and memory- [ so he is inspired, that he remembers and is remembered ] )

c- I think she’s …

v- a bit pissed

c- … that she’s been … forgotten


"Mnemosyne is memory as the cosmic ground of self-recalling which, like an eternal spring, never ceases flowing" -Kerényi

IMAGE:  Lamp of Memory  or  Ricordanza   Inscribed on the picture's frame is:   Thou fill'st from the winged chalice of the soul    Thy lamp, O Memory, fire-winged to its goal.   -Dante Gabriel Rossetti

IMAGE: Lamp of Memory or Ricordanza

Inscribed on the picture's frame is:

Thou fill'st from the winged chalice of the soul

Thy lamp, O Memory, fire-winged to its goal.

-Dante Gabriel Rossetti

07:15 v- I see something…

c- do you? 🤫


07:16 c- oh, Trickster … [ is it 1:16pm where you are? … ]


07:20 v- that is not right

c- that was random

v- but appropriate

c- today is going to be weird



07:22 [ context : Mr. Burns of the Simpsons + Dr. Evil of Austin Powers ]

v- Heather was in one of those …

c- (chuckling) yes, I know she was … those Wisconsin girls…



how you love to quote…

and, well, your undying optimism


V- with an evil plan

c- lol … yes


07:31 c- and that receding hairline (lol) …

v- how’s the white streak …? ELVIRA?

07:32 c- I love teasing you about getting older and being closer to DEATH … hey, if it helps get you more grounded and over your fear of death …

v- …it was worth it. Thanks.


07:34 v- you are cruel

c- I am not … and I can feel you laughing

v- show what you did last night

c- I calligraphically scribed “In Between” a Rift short story … with the remnants of Rifty Blue

07:36 it’s part of my show & tell at my Crafty Scribe booth at the local Farmer’s Market … how that business got started… the beauty of tactility in a digital age … how the handwritten pigmented ink pops off the page like Braille … how I wanted my writing to last if I were to write it down, as a family heirloom or first editions handwritten by the author … my pigments are historical (what have been used for millennia, archival & nontoxic or low toxicity depending on how you gauge toxicity - ie levels of exposure)

07:40 c- people probably missed me… I have regulars, especially the children who love to paint at the paint lady’s table

07:41 c- oh, well

v- absence makes the heart grow fonder? (lighthearted hesitancy tone being playful)



It’s a practice sheet … pen slipped and dripped (I made a quotation mark out of it … v- haha, stop)

and I was two words short of finishing the page…



C- still waiting for that other quotation mark …


07:47 thump “heart” quick shift


08:26 Andean Blue quarter pans





c- disclosure: I pay AMZ + STARZ to watch just like everyone else & get absolutely NOTHING for this post … (not a single penny for anything)

just Scribe’s everyday interaction with media … and what she observes


09:06 c- I have to rewatch episode 1 because I fell asleep about midway through

v- haha stop

c- After penning “In Between”

c- oh, I saw the beginning of episode 1

interesting SPIN.


Scribe (mumbling) charities are going to love me …

v- because all proceeds

c- related to THIS

V- go to charities (of your choice)

c- and research …


09:11 c- she remembers Nothing..

c- I remember too much. So not me.

v- no, it isn’t

C- thanks for making me batshit, people

v- In so many ways

c- I really don’t like you

v- the lawyers are going to have a field day with this

c- uh-huh. They have their work cut out for them. Glad I ain’t payin’ em.

v- (chuckling) stop.


09:14 c: topped off a couple half pans & small batch of quarter pans + a dollop

v- haha, your point

c- notice … a PATTERN?


[ Getting ready to pen / label Andean Blue dollops ]

c- oh, I saw the 1011 safe deposit box

v- B

c- was it B? (quiet lol)

v- yes, it was

c- nice blue/red label (all Matrixy)

v- hm-hm


c- yeah, it’s my signature (line) label

c- back when I was hammering out…

v- a template



c- I had to redo the Scribe’s Ink one


09:34 v- down the line …

c- yes. One of those backburnered projects

v- but you have the materials

c- I feel weird about this …

v- just say it…

c- i’ve been collecting old pennies … I feel like if I reveal this it’s defacing government property, but zoos, etc have vending machines that turn old pennies into mementos … ANYWAY

i plan to use recycled copper pennies.

there. I revealed a trade secret

v- but you have …

c- (chuckling) much more expensive copper tags with a hole punched in them. Yes. And, in Crafty Scribe style: all purchased at 40-50% off.. (a wee itty bitty small business owner needs to keep her costs down …)

v- (chuckling) stop

c- but much more expensive than a penny each

v- true

c- my dad came up with that idea about flattening pennies ❤️

09:38 v- can we do that today? (R = repeated)

c- yes, we can . The first impressions of the rest of the Crafty Scribe product line

Fine Threads

Kilnin’ It



and the only other flower that is growing … due to recycled potting soil…?


another perennial


Gotta love those hardy perennials



c- yeah, yeah, yeah… you know I did that on purpose (10:16 am here)


C- I have received repeated projections the past few weeks (months?) hand over heart.


c- happy?

v- yes. Thank you.


C- make me look more delusional and insane. THANKS. (Healer’s words … and YES they bother me because I have so many years of experiences piled up … )


10:23 v- oh, it’s beautiful

c- getting there …




C- Andean Blue ink made from the remnants of watercolor paint that I recently poured into half and quarter pans

SAHB blood coursing

v- someone’s on the move. Yeah, I know.


c- all I do is record. I have no clue what this sensation is or if it’s connected to anyone

based on experience?

Someone’s on the move / exercising.


NOTE: I have no clue what it is. I have not checked social media for any possible syncs

10:43 c- [ frickin’ disbelief … remember when JS was live on a talk show and I felt it … ]

v- which one?

c- I don’t remember which one other than I remember they needed you to move somewhere else

v- New York

c- yeah, I think so … large / fairly large open room / studio audience if I remember correctly

10:45 c- IDK… details fade over time & memory is by far not 100% accurate


10:47 v- that was not an isolated incident

c- no

10:7 c- if it were? All this would be pointless.

v- hm-hm


V- will you stop


10:59 cheek tip pressure




[ Ziggy the White Husky photobombs the tripod ]

IMAGE:  The Rook  + a white husky’s fluffy ears

IMAGE: The Rook + a white husky’s fluffy ears

[ sees me on the floor , trying to avoid reflections from light coming through windows to capture image ]

Ziggy: you want to play… YES?



the intro is very … Djinn-ish






Cheekbone pressure

ctrChest exertion ache



13:21 c- this reminds me of a rune cast … I’ve seen this type of overview before in a show … I don’t recall which one, but similar layout of bodies lying strewing haphazardly on the ground …


v- maybe …


13:38 found the reference images, but not tagged. Searching journals



C- The OA ? Not sure.




c- had to make a TP run

v- on your bike

c- in 95 degree sweltering heat. NOT HAPPY.

v- (chuckling stop)

c- angry at myself for forgetting to put it on the list yesterday


Adult cherry limeade

last of the Hornitos

v- eek!


making dinner and mixing/pouring Mayan Purple

cool fresh air in nostrils and back of throat




cinnamony dry heartWarm










c- another underpass

v- I know! That’s what so weird about this

17:18 v- you keep nodding off

c- yes

The Rook

The Rook







V- you’re going to freak people out

[ quickly looks at screenshot timestamp ]

c- HAHaHa … oh, the Randomness! THAT I did not plan


18:19 (holding back smile …) you know what I see?

v- a quotation mark … omg

c- oops! Accidental discovery

v- stop (I can’t stop laughing) … let me see the image from last night … close up


c- those inkblots will getcha EVERY TIME

18:22 c- I told you today would be weird. DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS?!?

v- no!


18:24 c- it was a MISTAKE

V- did you know …

c- no! I haven’t even read the whole article yet.

18:25 c- I feel like I photographed bigfoot

v- the fraud

c- yes, that one … is this article legit? It’s BBC…

18:26 c- well, “Sinisthereal” is definitely a classic

v- yes, yes it is… omg… you’re weirding people out, c

c- wasn’t Djinn…/ Empathic Slide

v- YES!

c- I thought I remembered that correctly earlier when I was thinking about July 14th…

v- and then…

c- yeah, the discovery of that particle …

18:28 c- what is with this date?!? 07/13 or 07/14

[ photographing first page of “Djinn” draft (11 July 2015 10:46) and last page of “Empathic Slide” (13 July 2015 23:56)

18:47 c- (joking) is there some academic deadline to get research papers in on 07/13 or 07/14 ?

v- (chuckling) stop


18:51 v- you kept it in (transcribed marginal notes between V & me)

c- yeah, I did. I’m delusional anyway.

v- (soft chuckle) stop.

18:59 c- So odd the resemblances between The Rook and Djinn/Empathic Slide (etc)


19:02 c- who knew my weird video recording of my “travel” through the microscopic lens… looking at lapis lazuli pigment…. would have a mirroring …

v- Elsewhere … I know

c- delusional voice, quit it.

v- (soft chuckle) hm-hm … today was a good day, c


ongoing sense: fizzy (soothing)

Nodding off on couch watching tv



nodding off


SAHB blood coursing

drowsy, light nap

21:12 c- that’s It. i’m Going to bed.


[ SPLINTER notes posted , @ideas tagged ]

22:38 v- thank you …

c- you’re welcome. I kept you hush hush while I drafted that post. (Censored/filtered you)

v- so you’d look normal

c- hm-hm … why is it so difficult to believe? Decades ago people with earbuds would seem like..

v- crazy people talking to themselves… I KNOW

C- don’t call me batshit if I happen to have a prototype of what’s to come … just because I don’t have any device transmitting signals - just my biological software and hardware receiving/transmitting

v- wetware

c- yes, wetware - YOUR term not mine.

22:43 c- don’t be hatin’ … I know ya’all are jealous

22:43 c- I happen to be in a good mood … but lately it’s been “get this out of me!!!”


22:51 so Matrixy … .



read today’s post, corrected a few typos